My Story

I was born in the mid-1960s in Lancashire, UK, an only child in what looked like a normal, working-class family. My parents had waited more than twelve years for a baby, and my arrival was treated as a miracle. My nanna—my mother’s mother—often said that during a visit to Lourdes in France, she placed a prayer to Mother Mary asking for a child to be sent to my parents. To her, I was the answer to that prayer.

But behind the surface of this ordinary home, a very different reality was unfolding.

My early childhood was marked by emotional and verbal abuse from both my father and my nanna. The indoctrination and behavioural conditioning began when I was very young — before I even had language for what was happening.

Around the age of four or five, I was pulled into ritual abuse for the first time. A family member handed me over to a woman I would later discover was our family doctor (GP). This took place at the local swimming baths beside the Masonic temple, where the first ritual and initial programming were carried out.

Throughout my childhood, I was taken to nearby military and government research facilities, and at age eight, I was transported to Canada for more specialised MK-Ultra style programming. I am under the impression that they were actually able to clone me as a child and place the clone with my family whilst I went away to other countries.

During these years, I was also trafficked and exploited, for black magic sexual rituals, and based on my memories and the experiences that later resurfaced, I was taken to be used by high-level individuals including:

• United States presidents

• European political leaders (including a French president)

• British government heads

• Members of royalty

• Influential public figures and Hollywood actors

These experiences were part of the broader system of control, exploitation, and programming. that I was subjected to in childhood and early adolescence

My intuitive and interdimensional abilities were used for remote viewing, covert operations, and energetic manipulation. My capacity to open interdimensional space and invoke powerful frequencies was especially sought after by those exploiting me.

But around age fourteen, that ability suddenly shut down. Once that capacity went dormant, I was no longer useful in the way I had been in the past, and I was used for my abilities to remote view off planet and on planet for Black Military Operations and shadow government, and deep state. It was handled and managed by certain individuals including family members.

Decades later, in 2009, everything started to shift.

I began awakening to my intuitive gifts, healing abilities, and spiritual sight, without yet knowing the full extent of what had been done to me. I felt a strong urgency to heal, expand, and dive deep within myself. I worked relentlessly through layers of shadow and trauma, guided intuitively every step of the way. I felt a powerful urgency. I couldn't  explain it, but I had to make a deadline — there was a marker point I had to make and that drove me to keep going, keep searching for the truth of my deep emotions of low self worth, self loathing and just not being good enough! 

This inner work prepared me for what would come next.

From 2018 onwards, I started to regain a sense that my childhood was not what I thought it was. My memories resurfaced in splinters. The full picture of the abuse, programming, trafficking, and rituals came back piece by piece. It was overwhelming but also liberating. It was scary at first to really acknowledge the horror of what had happened, but it explained so much! My poor childhood memories, my low self worth, my extreme claustrophobia, my excessive wine drinking were all starting to be explained.

By that time, I had already spent years developing powerful healing protocols — tools that became the foundation for my own de-programming and restoration. These methods allowed me to dismantle what had been done to me, layer by layer.

I was guided by higher intelligence, supported spiritually and synchronistically connected with people who had lived through similar experiences. I even met a former programmer who had awakened and could validate many aspects of the systems and methods used, so I could bring a light technology remedy for it.

Through relentless commitment and resilience, I worked to repair my lightbody, shut down the programming and reclaim my sovereignty. Every step of my healing journey strengthened my connection to my higher self and my mission, and gave me a rich and deep lived experience to use in the future.

It was a very intense time, and it felt very much like an iniatitory journey to reclaim my lost power and to restore the jurisdiction of my soul back to mother/ father God and in that I felt liberated and I felt like my freedom was in sight.

The final shock and revelation came about my husband who I had met in 1998 whilst under mind control. We married in the year 2000 and he was step dad to my two sons from my first marriage. He wasn’t  what he seemed, and I discovered in 2024, early in the year, that I was living with a cloned double of my husband. He had actually been swapped out in 2022 during an operation. My husband who died during the operation was my handler and he had a job to do to activate my suicide programing if I ever woke up and got near to full activation during my ascension pathway. My husband refused to do this — there was real love between us! — so he was swapped out and a clone came in his place.

It took me till early 2024 to finally put the puzzle pieces together and find out who or what he was. I was guided to leave immediately and I walked out and never returned. I had to lie low for a few months, move around and leave behind all my belongings and anything that I had ever owned. It wasn’t easy to do! It was my second saturn return and a complete course correction and I have risen like a phoenix ever since!

My mission is to support others who have experienced:

• ritual abuse

• programming and fragmentation

• energetic interference

• alien or multidimensional contact

• soul disconnection

• targeting or psychic manipulation

• deep trauma that cannot be explained through conventional frameworks

• blocks to embodiment on the Ascension Pathway

Everything I endured has shaped the healing systems, multidimensional protocols, and sovereignty teachings I now share with others.

My story is not one of victimhood, but of reclamation of my light. 

It is about remembering who I am — and helping others remember who they are too. It’s about giving hope, inspiration, and support — showing that we are so much more powerful than we can ever imagine, and we can overcome anything with a heart of faith and intention to heal.